More than words....
I heard misconception after misconception from both my fellow classmates, and echoing in my own head about how different the Midwest was from the South. I don't care to repeat them here because I don't want to perpetuate these myths.
Overall, I feel a change is needed in how the United States Government views the black poor, and how Americans view ourselves. Are we united, or should the fear of how the poor will use government funds shape our view of how to disseminate money designated for their needs?
Rapper Kanye West once said on live television, during a Katrina Telethon, that President Bush didn't care about black people. After this trip, I felt that the government has some incomprehensible way of dispersing funds. Many people I interviewed at both the FEMA workshop and in the neighborhoods didn't understand how some got thousands of dollars with no damage, and others got nothing but a FEMA trailer (which has to be returned in June).
However, I felt disturbed over the lack of black volunteers. Where were the black law students? Where were the black attorneys. So I would like to know, do black people care about black people?
There were times I knew more of a black presence was needed, not just during the FEMA workshop, but during the Historical project. When you enter into a community and ask them to divulge historical, private information, you may encounter resistance if you are not trusted. How much trust would you have if you lived in poverty and your region was destroyed and awaiting promised assistance by a distant government with a bad history of lying to your people. You may encounter less resistance if you are black.
Being black, I often felt like everyone should rise up and demand their forty
acres and a mule, then maybe they would get more than a small, two-bedroom
aluminum trailer, with an option to buy (?)in a
hurricane prone area.
Since I am in training to be an attorney, I knew I couldn't let my anger and sense of injustice dictate how I advised these people on their FEMA issues. After a while, it felt rote to say, "I'll file this information, and we will see if you can receive some assistance with your FEMA appeal. Good Luck, ya'll."
Overall, people were extremely happy to see us, except for one woman who said that I was the first black volunteer she had seen and she was upset that I wasn't even from the south. I didn't correct her. I let her vent.
Venting was the norm. People just wanted to be heard, felt, understood. Maybe we could get the message out, maybe we could encourage others to come help. Maybe we could just sympathize-since the government couldn't. Maybe we could. I tried.
Now, being in my pseudo home, I feel like I didn't help as much as I could, and I feel worried that more black volunteers aren't being contacted for this enormous task.
Someone told us that the clean-up will probably be a decade or more, and the hurricane season starts again in June- the same month (supposedly) that the FEMA trailers will no longer be "free". God Bless the irony of the government.
Thanks for letting me vent.







